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- THE OLD AGE OF QUEEN MAEVE
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- i{A certain poet in outlandish clothes}
- i{Gathered a crowd in some Byzantine lane,}
- i{Talked1 of his country and its people, sang}
- i{To some stringed instrument none there had seen,}
- i{A wall behind his back, over his head}
- i{A latticed window. His glance went up at time}
- i{As though one listened there, and his voice sank}
- i{Or let its meaning mix into the strings.}
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- MAEVE the great queen was pacing to and fro,
- Between the walls covered with beaten bronze,
- In her high house at Cruachan; the long hearth,
- Flickering with ash and hazel, but half showed
- Where the tired horse-boys lay upon the rushes,
- Or on the benches underneath the walls,
- In comfortable sleep; all living slept
- But that great queen, who more than half the night
- Had paced from door to fire and fire to door.
- Though now in her old age, in her young age
- She had been beautiful in that old way
- That's all but gone; for the proud heart is gone,
- And the fool heart of the counting-house fears all
- But Soft beauty and indolent desire.
- She could have called over the rim of the world
- Whatever woman's lover had hit her fancy,
- And yet had been great-bodied and great-limbed,
- Fashioned to be the mother of strong children;
- And she'd had lucky eyes and high heart,
- And wisdom that caught fire like the dried flax,
- At need, and made her beautiful and fierce,
- Sudden and laughing.
- O unquiet heart,
- Why do you praise another, praising her,
- As if there were no tale but your own tale
- Worth knitting to a measure of sweet sound?
- Have I not bid you tell of that great queen
- Who has been buried some two thousand years?
- When night was at its deepest, a wild goose
- Cried from the porter's lodge, and with long clamour'
- Shook the ale-horns and shields upon their hooks;
- But the horse-boys slept on, as though some power
- Had filled the house with Druid heaviness;
- And wondering who of the many-changing Sidhe
- Had come as in the old times to counsel her,
- Maeve walked, yet with slow footfall, being old,
- To that small chamber by the outer gate.
- The porter slept, although he sat upright
- With still and stony limbs and open eyes.
- Maeve waited, and when that ear-piercing noise
- Broke from his parted lips and broke again,
- She laid a hand on either of his shoulders,
- And shook him wide awake, and bid him say
- Who of the wandering many-changing ones
- Had troubled his sleep. But all he had to say
- Was that, the air being heavy and the dogs
- More still than they had been for a good month,
- He had fallen asleep, and, though he had dreamed
- nothing,
- He could remember when he had had fine dreams.
- It was before the time of the great war
- Over the White-Horned Bull and the Brown Bull.
- She turned away; he turned again to sleep
- That no god troubled now, and, wondering
- What matters were afoot among the Sidhe,
- Maeve walked through that great hall, and with a sigh
- Lifted the curtain of her sleeping-room,
- Remembering that she too had seemed divine
- To many thousand eyes, and to her own
- One that the generations had long waited
- That work too difficult for mortal hands
- Might be accomplished, Bunching the curtain up
- She saw her husband Ailell sleeping there,
- And thought of days when he'd had a straight body,
- And of that famous Fergus, Nessa's husband,
- Who had been the lover of her middle life.
- Suddenly Ailell spoke out of his sleep,
- And not with his own voice or a man's voice,
- But with the burning, live, unshaken voice
- Of those that, it may be, can never age.
- He said, "High Queen of Cruachan and Magh Ai,
- A king of the Great Plain would speak with you.'
- And with glad voice Maeve answered him, "What king
- Of the far-wandering shadows has come to me,
- As in the old days when they would come and go
- About my threshold to counsel and to help?'
- The parted lips replied, "I seek your help,
- For I am Aengus, and I am crossed in love.'
- "How may a mortal whose life gutters out
- Help them that wander with hand clasping hand,
- Their haughty images that cannot wither,
- For all their beauty's like a hollow dream,
- Mirrored in streams that neither hail nor rain
- Nor the cold North has troubled?'
- He replied,
- "I am from those rivers and I bid you call
- The children of the Maines out of sleep,
- And set them digging under Bual's hill.
- We shadows, while they uproot his earthy housc,
- Will overthrow his shadows and carry off
- Caer, his blue-eyed daughter that I love.
- I helped your fathers when they built these walls,
- And I would have your help in my great need,
- Queen of high Cruachan.'
- "I obey your will
- With speedy feet and a most thankful heart:
- For you have been, O Aengus of the birds,
- Our giver of good counsel and good luck.'
- And with a groan, as if the mortal breath
- Could but awaken sadly upon lips
- That happier breath had moved, her husband turned
- Face downward, tossing in a troubled sleep;
- But Maeve, and not with a slow feeble foot,
- Came to the threshold of the painted house
- Where her grandchildren slept, and cried aloud,
- Until the pillared dark began to stir
- With shouting and the clang of unhooked arms.
- She told them of the many-changing ones;
- And all that night, and all through the next day
- To middle night, they dug into the hill.
- At middle night great cats with silver claws,
- Bodies of shadow and blind eyes like pearls,
- Came up out of the hole, and red-eared hounds
- With long white bodies came out of the air
- Suddenly, and ran at them and harried them.
- The Maines" children dropped their spades, and stood
- With quaking joints and terror-stricken faces,
- Till Maeve called out, "These are but common men.
- The Maines' children have not dropped their spades
- Because Earth, crazy for its broken power,
- Casts up a Show and the winds answer it
- With holy shadows.' Her high heart was glad,
- And when the uproar ran along the grass
- She followed with light footfall in the midst,
- Till it died out where an old thorn-tree stood.
- Friend of these many years, you too had stood
- With equal courage in that whirling rout;
- For you, although you've not her wandering heart,
- Have all that greatness, and not hers alone,
- For there is no high story about queens
- In any ancient book but tells of you;
- And when I've heard how they grew old and died,
- Or fell into unhappiness, I've said,
- "She will grow old and die, and she has wept!'
- And when I'd write it out anew, the words,
- Half crazy with the thought, She too has wept!
- Outrun the measure.
- I'd tell of that great queen
- Who stood amid a silence by the thorn
- Until two lovers came out of the air
- With bodies made out of soft fire. The one,
- About whose face birds wagged their fiery wings,
- Said, "Aengus and his sweetheart give their thanks
- To Maeve and to Maeve's household, owing all
- In owing them the bride-bed that gives peace.'
- Then Maeve: "O Aengus, Master of all lovers,
- A thousand years ago you held high ralk
- With the first kings of many-pillared Cruachan.
- O when will you grow weary?'
- They had vanished,
- But our of the dark air over her head there came
- A murmur of soft words and meeting lips.
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